All I had This was all I had Timepieces running We’re gettin older I’ve lost the one thing that was keeping me sober These colored pills won't even make me doze Please don’t try, to reach this part of me you don’t know All I had This was all I had Distance increasing Solitude’s closer Eventide's coming, it's getting colder My grief has taken you far away from me Please don’t try, to reach this part of me you don’t know I'm scared to show what I really AM You don’t understand The only thing I had Now you’re gone Only rough flash backs remain You left as fast as you came Should I let you inside Would you take me as I am? Please don’t try, to reach this part of me you don’t know I'm scared to show what I really AM You don’t understand Could you please make me sober Could you please make me sober Still I may never know who I am