I used to be sober every second of my day Now I can't sleep without a bottle of champagne What the fuck is going on? My mom is saying rehab My dad is saying Russ what the fuck Well gee dad what did you expect? Dropped out of school to make beats (beats) China needs this, Frank needs that Mom needs a house on the beach (beach) My best friend Nick got caught by police (police) They got him downtown locked up right street (right street) What the fuck we gon' do now, do now Need an angel from above, above To come down and show us love I used to be sober every second of my day Now I can't sleep without a bottle of champagne What the fuck is going on My mom is saying rehab My dad is saying Russ, what the fuck Well gee dad, what did you expect Meet one nice girl in the picture Half brother and a Half sister It never hit me, wonder if they miss me Tears falling down on the face of Jimmy That's my dad, and his first son wonder 'bout my mom, is she gone Is she numb? I can't wrap my head around it But for the longest time I was in the gray area, no shine But the lights shine bright on the truth Now I'm up drinking gin all night in the booth I used to be sober every second of my day Now I can't sleep without a bottle of champagne What the heck is going on? My mom is saying rehab My dad is saying Russ what the fuck Well gee dad what did you expect? God, grant me the serenity to accept the things That I cannot change and Courage to change the things I can And wisdom to know the difference (Yeah) I used to be sober every second of my day Now I can't sleep without a bottle of champagne What the heck is going on? My mom is saying rehab My dad is saying Russ what the fuck Well gee dad what did you expect?