I got a secret And I been hiding it Hurting myself, hurting myself, hurting myself From all this fighting it I've been reelin' Losing my mind at night Staying awake, staying awake, staying awake Even when I try I feeling like I'm going crazy Don't know what to do 'Cause I used to love Used to love Used to love you I'm running 'round in circles Tryna find the words to say I could live the lie it wouldn't matter either way 'Cause I can't deny the truth Even if I wanted to Oh I used to love Used to love you Oh I used to love Used to love you Would you notice? Would you even care? You never been, you never been, you never been Self-aware I feeling like I'm going crazy Don't know what to do 'Cause I used to love Used to love Used to love you I'm running 'round in circles Tryna find the words to say I could live the lie it wouldn't matter either way 'Cause I can't deny the truth Even if I wanted to Oh I used to love Used to love you Oh I used to love Used to love you Why do the ones we love Hurt us the most? And why does it take so long to know to let go? I feeling like I'm going crazy Don't know what to do 'Cause I used to love Used to love Used to love you I'm running 'round in circles Tryna find the words to say I could live the lie it wouldn't matter either way 'Cause I can't deny the truth Even if I wanted to Oh I used to love Used to love you Oh I used to love Used to love you Why do the ones we love Hurt us the most? And why does it take so long to know to let go?