Carefree childhood Long forgotten Black car coming down The dirty track Give me a ride (and) they did every night Iron gate Child lost for life Next eight years - widespread abuse My life was a graveyard Behold, thy gracious face I seek Shame and grief are on my cheek Sighs and tears, my sorrow speak Forgive me, oh Lord, for all my wrongs The Sunshine is gone Absolute obedience The collar and the black Prayer and punishment Strict discipline, fearful nights Innocence tarnished Rotten hellhole - sexual assault Child lost for life Next eight years - widespread abuse My memory Black leather strap and saint cocks