Last night I almost drove home to you But I don’t know where you’ve moved to We were always here and then we weren’t Am I the only one that’s still hurt? I go out every night I'm no saint, I do this all the time I lose a little on every try I don’t know, I thought you’d be easier to find Someone asked me if I was visiting ghosts Or visiting friends? I'm not really sure I just don’t want the feeling to end Someone said something that made me Bring you up again I just keep coming back To all the places we’ve been I'm not ready to miss you I'm gonna have to learn how to If it weren’t for the wine I’d be up all night again No one is ever wake at 4am I'm not really scared I'm just grieving It gets harder to accept you’re leaving I go out every night I'm no saint, I know it isn’t right I lose a little on every try I don’t know, I thought you’d be easier to find Someone asked me if I was visiting ghosts Or visiting friends? I'm not really sure I just don’t want this feeling to end Someone said something that made me Bring you up again I'm doing the best I can But I have so much of who I am I'm not ready to get over you I'm going to have to learn how to I’ve never been good at goodbyes I'm always the first to cry You could destroy me With just your eyes I'm so weak when it comes to you After everything we’ve been through You took more pieces of me with you Than anyone else I'm always the first to cry Over you