Monica: It was after you left, a Friday. I took a ride to the Lower East Side of this city A big yellow taxi down to Delancier Drive I found the address of a clinic, cynically bit my tongue With this feeling of yearning was not what I planned I took tentative steps I never taken such tentative steps before I remember that nurse answering the door Her name tag said Abigail. She showed me into a cold white room with a handshake smile. "Take off your clothes," she said. Put on this robe, pee in this cup, fill out this form. Make yourself comfortable.