God damned me God damned me to a life of negativity Pathetic just how my enemies define me Victim of my own persuasion addict to confrontation How did it come to this pinning for the feuds I miss Defined by enemies Rolled the dice one too many times Never thought I would be the one to pay the price No salvation to keep me sane and nowhere left to shift the blame Inherent hate I will wear forever a deep resent that cannot be tamed Lied defied no hope left for divinity Lied defied my sins laid bare for none to see God damned me defined by enemies