Closing her eyes, she feels the room begin to punctuate All the empty space his language left behind The evening blows a better air, she can't stop gasping There must be a war in her mind Contemplating quiet now the weight of his decision And all the intimate precision that she found He seems to drift away, he can't tell the time of day But he's sure that those hands are spinning 'round Open up the hole in your heart And let my hands pass through You know I was only a child When I felt that way for you Hush your voice I hear footsteps and they're Trying to push right on through They're stepping on everything that you do Even boys hurt too Lately I'm not sure where I've been Must be the state I'm in Lately I'm not sure who I've been Must be the state I'm in The state I'm in Must be the state I'm in Must be the state I'm in Standing firm she's shaking so, the cannon fires another round She stumbles and she sinks into her chair Her fantasies have fallen low, an avalanche of prayers The scenes she finds around her can't compare Captured by the consequences of everything he'd rather be But every time she smiles it set him free The signs would seem to indicate that reconcile had come too late If only their minds would agree Open up the hole in your heart And let my hands pass through You know I was only a child When I felt that way for you Hush your voice I hear footsteps and they're Trying to push right on through They're stepping on everything that you do 'Cause even boys love too Lately I'm not sure where I've been Must be the state I'm in Lately I'm not sure who I've been Must be the state I'm in The state I'm in Must be the state I'm in Must be the state I'm in