Sometimes Despair

Sometimes it's easy 
And sometimes it's all the same 
Sometimes your heart is miles away 
Sometimes you're bleeding 
But sometimes it's not for days 
Sometimes your mind wanders away 

Comfortable, only when 
I'm in love with you 
With you, Sometimes Despair 
Gets me there 

Sometimes it's lonely 
And sometimes it's crowding me 
Sometimes you never want to leave 
Sometimes you're seething 
But sometimes you're frozen hate 
Sometimes you blend in with the shade