Rise Over Run

Self Disgust

Rise Over Run


Dwelling on that time in my life 
I was overwhelmed with a stale satisfaction 
Killing the bond between those I cared for 
My actions were stained 
with selfishness and unwanted pain 
I've done wrong 
How could I have played the part of the villian? 
Even the thought of it destroys my heard 
I regret. I fucking regret 
Every time I became a stranger in your mind 
But I've changed today 
I'm not the same 
Can this be washed away? 
I've done wrong 
Memories of constant betrayal are stained 
Like blood on my hands 
Cleansing these thoughts are all that I with for 
But I know I can't undo the past 
I am imprisoned 
Guilt is all I feel. Unable to shed this skin to purify 
Forever to feel this burden 
Of self made failure and misery