There are some things that I just can’t put out of my head No matter how often I forget them And at the strangest times I’m reminded of mistakes I’ve made And how I may pay… Though I’m no longer afraid Cause I see the world through the grey tones And an acceptance of dried mortar Grass will grow yellow with age And be cut free and fly away Just as our souls may be free at last My mind is a kite In a fight with the wind And mortalities strings who use my dreams As their weapon At the strangest times the beginnings will return again And I am not sure if I should praise or regret them… Though I’m no longer afraid Cause I see the world through the grey tones And an acceptance of dried mortar Grass will grow yellow with age And be cut free and fly away Just as our souls may be free at last I wanna blow up and throw up All at the same time I wanna show up and act tough But I want you to see me crying Am I dying? I feel like I’m dying… I’m no longer afraid Cause I see the world through the grey tones And an acceptance of dried mortar Grass will grow yellow with age And be cut free and fly away Just as our souls may be free at last