Sit here alone most nights, fighting with myself, Cheating on the mirror, 'Cos I can't blame no-one else, And these endless conversations, That go on inside my head, Go round and round so many times, Till nothing quite makes sense. Out on the island - Don't have to fight the contradictions, And out on the island, Even the victim ends up winning. Long distance operator, Please connect me to the mainland, There's someone there, I hope I might understand, I don't have a ticket out here, Just enough determination, To keep myself from dying inside, Till I reach Wonderland.