It hurts to know that you followed ahead Without looking back Just following the map It's been a while since we spoken last You seemed happier And yet it seems to be happier And I don't know How can you play with my heart? Yeah, I know That I will not fall apart I hate, I love I hate the way I love you I hate, I love I hate how I need to I need you here Running far away with me Hugging me making me somebody new And hoping you love me too I hate, I need I hate to need you I hate, I feel I hate to feel you away I need to do something new But I'm waiting for my man on the moon Slowly breaking my heart inside Baby, we're just wasting time I hate, I love I hate the way I want you I hate, I wish I hate to want you so much I hate the way I want you I hate not having you But I love how you will be with me, always It doesn't hurt to think about the way you left me Left me But it taught me After such strange comings and goings I put my middle finger up And I don't give a fuck And I don't know How can you play with my heart? Yeah, I know That I will not fall apart I hate, I love I hate the way I love you I hate, I love I hate how I need to I need you here Running far away with me Hugging me making me somebody new And hoping you love me too I hate, I need I hate to need you I hate, I feel I hate to feel you away I need to do something new But I'm waiting for my man on the moon Slowly breaking my heart inside Baby, we're just wasting time I hate, I love I hate the way I want you I hate, I wish I hate to want you so much I hate the way I want you I hate not having you But I love how you will be with me, always