When I was a child, only with fear and pain Looking for my light between shadows remained Looking for the warmth, the love of those who had loved Forgetting the heart, the cold of those who had loved And after all this time nothing has changed I wish I was mad and open wide all the doors I wish I was mad and break down my walls I wish I was mad and open wide all the doors I wish I was mad, I don't care what they say So when I grew up, I meant to have another chance Still looking for light realised I had it inside Remember the warmth, the love of those who had loved Forgetting the heart, the cold of those who had loved And after all this time something has changed I wish I was mad and open wide all the doors I wish I was mad and break down my walls I wish I was mad and open wide all the doors I wish I was mad, I don't care what they say