Of all the boys I've known & I've known some Until I first met you, I was lonesome This is the last love song I'm gonna write for my cd Cuz all that lovey, dovey shit, that just could never be me That's not my stilo Before I met you I would rather sniff a kilo Than deal with bitches & their drama but homie, we go Together like something I've never experienced & When I say your name, I know you loving hearing it, fearing it That's why I be switching up my mind So let me tell you exactly what I'm feeling inside: I love you like I never loved somebody in my life Wanna hold you in my arms every day & every night Please believe me when I tell you that I never wanna hurt you But when we make mistakes, let's make it work fu! Only us could write the pages & we write em really well Freestyles, boy, you giving me them free smiles Switching up my habits cuz you know I gotta have it Without you I don't even got a reason Sometimes I wanna fucken kill you Wanna fuck & feel you inside & out Been shy & doubt what I feel for you sometimes cuz you make me nervous Cuz I'm insecure & I feel I don't deserve this Cuz I been hurt in the past & I don't mean to bring up what's passed But the experiences I've had Put me in a fucked up cognitive state They filled me with hate. It's hard for me to push em away Give me time Please be patient with me Cuz I been waiting all my life so patiently For you. You're the only one I wanna love You're my ugly mess Boy, you're like the best & I could care less what anybody says I'm gonna be with you & the world could know it too I hope I make you as happy as you make me everyday Knots in my stomach every time I hear you say: "I love you" Cuz I love you too Anything you need done, just ask me & I'll do Whatever it is I love it when we kiss Love you boy, I need you & I wanna tell you this Only us could write the pages & we write em really well Freestyles, boy, you giving me them free smiles Switching up my habits cuz you know I gotta have it Without you I don't even got a reason