It's never a failure and always a lesson And why I'd still listen And end up hurt? It's always a journey and never the distance Then why do I miss him until I hurt? 'Cause I heard And I talk to God at night asking, "what were you thinking putting him into my life?" I talk to my reflection it's "How can I... How can I love her with this mess that I'm in?" The more I get the more you've taken And I've never been one to learn from my mistakes And so I give you it all, until you call If actions are louder than words that I found to carry over a simple line And if you should grow founder of my absence, I'd want you to know You'll always be mine And I talk to God at night asking, "what were you thinking?" as I'm standing in here I talk to my reflection asking "How will I... How will I survive when I live in fear?" The more I love the more I break it And I've never been one to learn from my mistakes And so I keep losing it more Until you call