Walking in circles around this room I've decided to leave everything The land that watched us grow is full of mud So many memories in this blue room Hypnotized by the ashes that covered the floor I'd considered bringing some pieces of the life I'd had before But it wasn't possible They all melted in my hands the moment I touched them There is a river swirling around- Wrenching away my long-gone moments- Throwing the door wide open to finally make me leave