I had thoughts today 
That made me feel as if i may be growing 
I have this urge to read and learn 
Something new 

But I hate books 
And I hate reading 
So what am I thinking

Often the story has just gotten old 
And i can't grow with it 
Anymore 

I can't grow 
Waiting for your arrivals 
Hiding my life among 
While I over hear his twisted intellect 
Like vocal on his deathbed 

She said 
'you're 22 and life is the same for you 
as when you left here'
I thought of the one 
Who dyed his pride four years further than me

I'm going over the water now 
And when I get across 
I'm going to look back and think 
Not tomorrow, not ever. 

Head Sore 
of course 
Head Sore 
of course 

I had thoughts today 
They made me feel as if i may be growing 
I had this urge to go and love someone new 

But I like her and I hate playing 
So what am I saying? 
I think our time has just got old 
And I can't grow with her anymore 

I can't grow waiting for you eyelids 
Hiding from the light of morning 
While I overhear his twisted intelect 
Like vocal on his deathbed 

She said 
'youre 22, life isn't the same for you, as it is for me'
I thought of the one 
who died his pride four years further than me

I'm going over the water now 
And when I get across 
I'm going to look back and think 
Not tomorrow, not ever.

Head Sore 
of course 
Head Sore 
of course