I'm not okay, but I know I'm gunna be You don’t need to ask me why, I just know I’ll be alright I’ve got a life, laid out in front of me That I can’t take away, it’s just the rain There’ll be brighter days I'm not okay, but I know I'm gunna be I may have lost my way again But I’ll get there in the end I’ve been through the lowest lows The highest highs, the sweet hellos and the sad goodbyes I’ll let it out, if I need to cry Coz I’ll make it out, the other side I just know, I just know I just know, know know know know I'm not okay, but I know I'm gunna be Coz I'm a person, not an island So I search for the horizon I can see it, right in front of me But I need to start at the beginning Fight with the tide and keep swimming I'm winning when I see life’s an ocean, through the motions Hard to ride the waves I see in black and white, I guess I was colourblind Fuck hangovers, I’ll try yoga Let my body break It’s a sacrifice, but I know there’s paradise, on the other side I just know, I just know I just know, no no no I lost my way again I’ll get there in the end I have good days and bad days Can’t days and can days Boy days and man days, these days and them days Butch days and femme days, mondays and wednesdays Junk days and health days, I hate myself days More days and less days, head, back and neck pain Stones in my chest days No one said it would be easy But I need to try In the daylight tears dry Even when it hurts, inside I’ll just take one day at a time I'm not okay, but I know I'm gunna be, ooh