Painful glowing metal scorches deep my scarred neck - i won't cry Pain abducts my mind and my view turns into black - i won't die No blood left in my veins the floor turns red - clench my fist I suffer for my fate and i do not regret - i resist I live on starvation, my bones rather thin - go down the drain My muscles are twitching, perspiration on my skin - need this pain Chorus: Life - is not how it seems I will die - as soon as i get my Salvation Agonies of torment make salvation come so near - my divinity Face to face with death i stand upon my fear - priority Hundreds of small needles adorn my slender head - i'm the gleam It is not obscene to have a cuddle with the dead - in your dreams My own remorse is self mutilation - i intend This is my opinion to suffer for purgation - initiate my end Chorus I need no prayer for my funeral oration - i advice The sight of my corpse averts my damnation - stigmatize Torment, over pain to peace - my entity By carnal agonies i reach my release - is sanctity Life - in counteance of sin Remorse for my salvation Reasons for my behavior are not inconsistent - ash is grey Decay of my purity that's what i want to prevent - never go astray Chorus