I've been to the depths of emotional purgatory Cause in life, there's nothing here for me I used to live my life by the words of a song I heard Now I realize that I've heard them all wrong I can't keep my nerves at ease So just leave me here in grief I'll place this rose so close to your heart To watch it grow and tear you apart In rue of you I'm tired of trying to find true love So I'll lie to myself by saying that it will find me And I toss and I turn in my sleep at night, afraid that I might Not wake up alone I can't keep my nerves at ease So just leave me here in grief I'll place this rose so close to your heart To watch it grow and tear you up... So I'll drink away my pain and expel all of my sanity And I'll sit on the sidelines as the world passes me by I am a wallflower, so please let me bloom As I let my sadness fill up the room And I'll breakdown and cry myself to sleep Now my grief begins to eat me alive Clenching my stomach, I pray I don't die And I'll place your rose inside of my heart To watch it grow and tear me apart In rue of you.