The time of disdain Has done its will I was destroyed and ruined And it's devastated me Even though it didn't finish me I was left mutilated humiliated I've been mocked in front of an impetuous virility Scorn Disgust alongside a cheerful youth Those eyes filled with monumetal shame Turned excitement in compassion Violent and insatiable lust Obsessed with sublimation of flesh An opprobrious dark monstrosity Turned perversion into pathology While masturbating Caressing genitals I started squeezing out the juice So ashame that I felt As the first came out I was buried in a rough display Of subliminal existence Intellectual vanity aroused by a chronic Narcissistic neuropathy