I still got a drawer I still got a drawer Filled up with your things And I haven't sent them off Haven't sent them off To be honest, it still stings Well, I still got your notes Still got your clothes Still got your lipstick On my pillowcases I should feel the sparks Disconnect these claws Pulling my heartstrings It's like every fight has disappeared Every reason seems unclear Three months ago this all made sense And I'm trying not to second-guess Oh, I'm Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad things Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad things Oh, but I'm having a hard time Are we alright? I've been second-guessing every memory Just Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad things Should've kept a list Should've kept a log counting the mistakes Oh maybe then I'd feel resolved Padded for the fall stacking the heartaches So that I wouldn't call Wouldn't at all I wouldn't miss you but i can't escape this California smoke Catalina fog clouding my damn brain And it's like every fight has disappeared Every reason seems unclear 3 months ago this all made sense I'm trying not to second guess Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad things Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad things But I'm having a hard time Are we alright I've been second guessing every memory Just Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad things No baby I don't I don't remember the bad things I'm trying to hold onto something thats why Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad things Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad things Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad But I'm having a hard time Are we alright I've been second guessing every memory Just Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad things Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad Tryna remember the bad