It’s always been my desire, to be cleansed All the filth to transpire, in one breath I wanted to fuck her, cool and fresh Candle light romantic tunes, in the bath How could I’ve known of my fetish A passion that I can’t confess I stroke her genital, massaged the neck, then erected A sudden urge to end her life, vile infect Grapped her hair, pulled down the head The limbs go stiff, after they splashed How I love the graving, when pressure stops the heart Blood spurts out of ears and nose then, the eyes go blind now the fun will start Grief, loath, remorse, self disgust Hate, pain, despair, but it can’t be stopped Inverting the brain, driving me insane, murder as a gam ruthlessness is guiding me, stalking through the night bloodlust as my guide, visions of delight, everyone’s a target So many caught but it’s never enough, tied stones to the chest Thrown in the pool, my underwater love nest So soft and wet, when they disperse Redefinition of perverse