Father said: You are allways alone Keeping cross in your small hand Father's dead, but still his words Are sounding in my small head Darken room, no peace of meat Tired hands lay the table Candle light, and eyes of him Fulled of tears, to weep not able Chorus: Mother's gone, when I was five No one knows what way she went Long disease entered our life And became the bride - heeding the end When I look at my small hands I remember all my past I'm queen of nothingness One more poor, who will die fast They all look at me and laugh They need me, like mirror's sight Freaks are goods, they cannot love Cannot bring to world some light Chorus. I'm alone. It is my cross. That is all, I cannot cross. Line of law, written by god Someone's gold and someone's mud.