The courage it takes to go on Is hard to believe I've been totally wrapped up inside Of this dream This life of insanity bleeds from this heart of desire Working as hard as I can to rekindle the fire Every day feels like the last day that I will survive I prepare for my funeral as if I knew I would die Spreading my ashes away just so I could fly This would be the freedom of my life 'Cause I've been lost for days Trying to find my way But I'll be gone today And this last goodbye is all that I'll say The courage it takes to face death Is hard to believe I've been totally wrapped up inside Of this dream I will find peace in my life once this day moves along No one will miss me with I'm gone