Just received the news today a dear friend of mine has passed away the choice he made was quite clear to end his life and disappear First I was shocked and I couldn't believe that he'd left the world, and let us grieve When I sat down to think it through the feeling caught me it was my fault too Gone, dead, lost all hope is Gone, dead, lost all joy is Gone, dead, lost this life is Gone, dead, lost Total darkness got hold of me this feeling of guild won't let me be why haven't I noticed this before I could have helped him with his war I could've fought there on his side together we could win this fight why didn't he come for help to me and why was I too blind to see How could I not see that his life was only misery how could I not hear the story before this tragedy I cannot believe I was blind and just ignoring him I cannot forgive myself for this mistake I think of it, and I'm all to blame and I live my life in total shame suicide is on my mind hope for answers I will find maybe it wasn't a bad idea this is the last you'll hear from me I'll say goodbye this is the end 'cause my life is… Gone, dead, lost all hope is Gone, dead, lost all joy is Gone, dead, lost this life is Gone, dead, lost