I wrote you a letter but I gave up I throw it into the fire with the things that reminds of you All the pictures, all the memories It burns so high that I could feel It all coming out of my body Collapsing around me, this was not easy for me I know that you cut yourself with the pieces that you broke It all get lost in the dark and I can't find but that's fine And you think that I gave up But just so you know, I'm not that kind of guy And you think I lost control But just so you know, I'm not that kind of soul I smash the camera that we used to take our pictures With baseball bat that you used to smash my heart that night You smash into pieces, this is not fine All the birds in the sky just cried You break my heart that night Please break my heart tonight And you think that I gave up But just so you know, I'm not that kind of guy And you think I lost control But just so you know, I'm not that kind of soul You should send those letters I miss the feeling of you Where did it all go? You left me in pieces I was not enough My smile was not enough I guess was not ready for this I was not ready for love I'm so sorry for the things that I put you through For all the feelings that I get from you For all the thing that I get from you And you think that I gave up Just so you know I'm not that kind of guy And you that I lost control Just so you know I'm not that kind of soul And you think that I'm alright But dear I cry all nights You know my dear, just get out of here You are making me sick from the head You know my dear, just get out of my head You make me sick of it all