I'm gonna hate myself in a minute the addiction's too strong it's been more than four days and I still can't cope I still can't cope I need my crutch I need my blanket I'm so nervous I'm so antsy I need one more I need one more I need one more I need one more I'm gonna crack I'm gonna crack I can't deal with this stress, no I can't tell you how I feel just sitting here it's all I can think about I don't want to let you down no, I don't want to be addicted everyone's so proud of me and I'm sorry that I'm gonna let you down and I'm sorry that I am weak and I'm sorry that I'm a slave a fucking slave I don't want to let you down I don't want to be addicted I don't want to be weak I don't want to be a slave a slave, a slave, a fucking... I don't want to die early I don't want to rot my insides I don't want to waste my money I don't want to sell my soul to Philip Morris, so fuck you Philip Morris everyone is so proud of me and I'm sorry that I'm gonna let you down and I'm sorry that I am weak and I'm sorry that I'm a slave I can't win, I can't win, I can't win... I can't... I can't fucking win! I don't want to die early I don't want to rot my insides I don't want to waste my money I don't want to sell my soul to Philip Morris, so fuck you!