Behind her

How can I hate you?
How can I hate you?
When you've meant so much to me
I wanna hate you!
I wanna hate you!
So much easier it would be for me

How could you lie?

How can I love you?
How can I love you?
When you've done this wrong to me
I don't wanna love you!
I don't wanna love you!
I wish I never had,
that I will never again

God, please embrace me!
I'd rather wither in your arms
than to live a hallow life,
Behind her