i hear that time waits for noone im counting the years you can prop yourself up but theres no getting out of this city its falling im down and out youre the last thing im afraid of keeping myself at home i sure have shown a way to be alive im pacing backwards and forwards across this empty room we did this to ourselves we're building our own demise and i still hear the sirens leaving me behind i cant accept the slow reality of losing my mind in the night youre the last mistake ill make up keeping my options short my last resort is taking peoples lives and i still hear the sirens leaving me behind i cant accept the slow reality of losing my mind but if im never heard from again i dont care ive learnt how to survive amongst the dead i truly find myself im fighting for life silence screams silent screams