I will be so happy, you won't see tears from me. A whole new face, I've found my place. And you wont be anywhere near me, this smile I've fixed upon my face may not seem sincere. But you'll see I put it on every time you're near. I wont let you know that I still cry over you. I wont let you know that you've ripped me right in two. Because I hate you too much to let you know that I ever really cared... And ill pretend that I'm happy. I will be happy. eight years old - thats how I feel. I'm so mad that you werent real. It seems so long ago, but i still feel the pain. I was hoping all these thoughts would wash off in the rain. I wont let you know that I still cry over you. I wont let you know that you've ripped me right in two. Because I hate you too much to let you know that I ever really cared... And I'll pretend that im happy. I will be happy, I want to be happy, I will be happy, I will be...