Ever since it was cold last year The warmth could no more find me here That deep black hole devoured me and took control A cruel time of pain and fears Strange nights with drugs and tears Took light and God, drowned me in blood I have to leave your world of doom But still I'm trapped inside this tomb I see you in the earth and sky And all my life seems to pass me by Ever since it was cold last year The warmth could no more find me here That deep black hole devoured me and took control A cruel time of pain and fears Strange nights with drugs and tears Took light and God, drowned me in blood I tried it all to forget you I am branded and I am marred You'd take my heart, I can't let you And all this hurt just doesn't heal - I am scarred I am scarred