Tom: G#m F# G# C# B F# C# B [Verse] F# G# F# The blood from a peach runs down your chin Blunts on the porch, your skin on my skin G# Can we call moving forward if C# B It's just a bolt bus to your house? F# B F# C# B F# G# C# F# And we both know we're gonna lie here G# F# C# Smoking till our lungs turn black B F# Just us and our bitter hearts G# C# B F# Looking at stars for hours in the back of your car And we grow tougher than we feared That we'd ever be forced to and more tender B Then we had ever thought possible F# G# With our seven bodies crammed onto my mattress C# B Windows open, the wallpaper peeling and fading F# And our trauma becomes washed out D# More abstract and stomped out, and B I know even though I don't have everything worked out F# I'm gonna call all the people D# B I miss to say I can't wait to kiss you and C# Chain smoke on your front step D# B Lay my head on your chest G# Ghosts of friends D#m D# B Waist-deep in lake Washington F# D#m I will never forget all the reasons B I'm not dead yet D#m All the cats in my neighborhood and B B All the times you asked for help and I couldn't give it F# B C# F# B F# We feel lost like kids on the streets Inside our brains carved by abuse, love, survival And all those other things one way streets Internalized as we ride our bikes C# B They become the neighborhood we grew up in F# After all of the phone calls, all the letters I wrote you B You'd think I'd figure out the words to tell you how much I love F# You, and I know it's hard for you B To feel like you deserve to feel good F# D#m A#m B C# F# D#m B C# F# D#m A#m B C# F# D#m C#m B F#