Deflated

i begin to speak but leave a sentence unfinished. 
you drop down my throat sour taste is left in my mouth. 
taste in my mouth. deflate. 
silence is my self defense you've hurt this little boy. 
i smell like smoke coz i got burnt, 
not cause it was in the car when you lit your cigarette. 
maybe you're right i guess you're right. 
you were always right you are always right.