As sure as I stand here, I wait For that instance just to reach down And strangle my insides. But I'll move on. Find a better way to spend my days And just keep telling myself: "This is what I wanted. This is what I need" So I'll watch you drown. 'Cause there's no way to save you now. And it'd take me days and days and days Just to explain all the ways That you bring me down. You bring me down So I sunk to the bottom of the ocean. I tried to find a way to keep you safe. I let the water fill my lungs. I tried to become a wave. But my heart it seems To disagree.