Tom: Em A|3 E|5 C|4 G|5 [Riff] (Em can be played instead) A|------------------------------------------------------| E|0--0-0--0-0-0--0--3--2--1--0--0-0--0-0-0--2-----1-----| C|------------------------------------------------------| G|------------------------------------------------------| A|------------------------------------------------------| E|0--0-0--0-0-0--0--3--2--1--0--0-0--0-0-0--2-----------| C|------------------------------------------------------| G|------------------------------------------------------| [Riff] [Verse 1] Em I don't wanna feel better G No one's ever gonna love me like that again Am/C I don't wanna get over you B7 I wanna sit with you in bed Em I don't wanna feel better G I'd give anything to miss you again Am/C I don't wanna get over it B7 I wanna get under it instead [Verse 2] G The book sits on top of clean and messy blankets Em On a bed that fuckin' creaks at night When I get in it late G And late at night I'm chugging Gatorade Em And someone's breaking up when I crack up Because I know I'll never know just what to say G I'm a communist, a terrorist An MPDG thot Bm7 'round a sad girl in a dorm room G Living out the shady Christian plot of "Twilight" Or "The Bible" or "The lover" by Duras D7 Where I'm just really fuckin' selfish And really fuckin' lost [Chorus] C But someone loved me Bm7 Someone fucking loved me G Someone fucking loved me B7 And I fuckin' loved them too C Goddamn it, I was worth something Bm7 I fuckin' learned something G I had my cake I ate it F# F It ate me too Em And god no [Spoken] [Riff] I don't wanna feel better *Sharp breathing* Em (I don't wanna feel better) G (I'd give anything to miss you again) Am/C (I don't wanna get over it) B7 (I wanna rip it to shreds) [Verse 3] G We kept our liquor in a suitcase Underneath my bed Em And we drank it to go out or to stay in or to feel sad G But in a hot way, a way you’ll fucking never have again Em The sun has begin to set G I’m a socialist, marxist, libertarian slut Bm7 I am an awkward teenage virgin and I swear to kind of laugh a lot in bed G But other times I cry, or don’t have noise at all D7 I’d give my life to have a room that feels that small [Chorus] C 'Cause someone loved me Bm7 Someone fucking loved me G Someone fucking loved me B7 I loved them too C Goddamn it, I was worth something Bm7 I fuckin' earned something G I had a right to die A right to live D7 A right to choose, too G And God no! [Spoken] Of course, I don't wanna feel better *Laugh* Em Can you fucking imagine? Em Am/C B7 G Am/C B7 Em [Verse 4] No one's ever gonna love me like that again Am/C I don't wanna get over it B7 I wanna rip the stars to shreds Em I don't wanna feel better [Riff] G Of course it hurt Of course it fuckin' hurt Em It hurt like nothing in the world sometimes G F# That I was super scared G And we were all a train-wreck And also somehow making it Em I think I might've died there twice And I would do it all again G I'm a nihilist, a soldier, an OCD-machine Bm7 Or I'm a healthy baby-girl Who traded sunshine for disease G But when my head hit my cheap pillow I could tell I had a heart D7 And I wanna tear this fascist Milky Way apart [Chorus] C 'Cause someone loved me Bm7 Someone fuckin' loved me G B7 All my filthy life I loved someone I barely knew C Goddamn it, I was worth something Bm7 I fuckin' learned something G B7 And it felt better in my mouth than fresh warm food Em [Bridge] I guess I loved you I guess I really loved you Bm7 G All my filthy life I loved someone I barely knew Em G And now you're over there And I'm way over here B7 Em What am I gonna do? Em Bm7 x5 [Verse 5] Em I don't wanna feel better Bm7 No one's ever gonna love me like that again Em I don't wanna get over you Bm7 I wanna sit with you in bed Em Bm7 I don't wanna feel better Em Bm7 (I don't wanna feel better)