Similar to gold Like sunsets outside the airplane window Never felt so close to home And yet so far away Starin' out the window Feeling all alone Weakness in my bones Lately I'm a mess I'm always breaking down But they don’t hear a sound I keep it all compressed I guess I’ll take it one day at a time And maybe one day I can find my smile Similar to gold Like sunsets outside the airplane window Never felt so close to home And yet so far away Starin' out the window My heart is bleeding My brain is speedin' it’s goin' 90 I'm steady chiefin' right off a nieman you try to find me I never cheated my only reason I keep it solid That shit come back to bite ya I'm talkin' back to back to back the way that life don tried me Turn 25 can’t be surprised when I see bitches triflin' It’s been like 3/4 months n' I ain’t seen my mama I know we all got our issues I know you love us mama A life with money believe me homie I'm dreamin' on it A peaceful state of mind believe me I been schemin' on it Back when I was poppin' more bars than writin' N' cryin' behind the pilot like fuck it at least I'm flyin' Similar to gold Like sunsets outside the airplane window Never felt so close to home And yet so far away Starin' out the window