It's been a hell of a year How did you see Who I was and who I was gonna be I could've been right was probably wrong So many nights wishing I could go home It's been a hell of a year It's been a hell of a year Now my hearts out of love I fell out of line I swore that I'd never leave again and I lied It was the weight of the world You setting me free You can't sleep alone and you ain't Sleeping with me It's been a hell of a year It's been a hell of a year You hate how I live Go up to come down I smoke you away and then you drink Till you drown I wasn't meant to be then it ain't meant to be now I love this home but now I hate this house It's been a hell of a year It's been a hell of a year It's been a hell of a year How did you see that who I was and who I was gonna be I could've been right was probably wrong So many nights wishing I could go home It's been a hell of a year It's been a hell of a year