There's a scream, there's a crack in the window I can feel it in my skin when the wind blows Is my hope in the easy and the simple Or does it feel like a bullet to the temple I know I'm all right Give me paradise I just need more time Time to live or die Future's not my history I don't wanna be an apology I know, I know Wanna' be heaven close This is where I wanna be Future right in front of me I know, I know Wanna' be heaven close I can see through the crack in the window There's a light breaking out from the shadow Is it me? Do I lead? Do I follow? Do I dive in the deep or the shallow? I know I'm all right Give me paradise I just need more time Time to live or die My future's not my history I don't wanna be an apology I know, I know Wanna' be heaven close This is where I wanna be Future right in front of me I know, I know Wanna' be heaven close Fear has lost its grip on me, no more shadows following me I just wanna' be where the light is seen, I can feel the light in me Death has lost its guarantee, so much life in front of me I just wanna' be where the light is seen, I can feel the light in me I wanna' grow, I wanna' know, is heaven close, tell me is there much further to go I wanna' grow, I wanna' know, is heaven close, please tell me if there is much further to go