The pursuit of relief
A distant concept, now obtained
Anxiously expecting an outcome
An end in sight to the pain
A breath of the realization
A test subject, a broken soul
Staring into the darkness
Now understanding our role
Slowly building an obsession
Euphoria for a broken man
Where the agony began
(???)
This is passion at its fucking core
Memories pour in and the spiral
Of nightmares starts to bloom
Another session comes to a conclusion
Back to this empty room
In the darkest nights, I lay awake, restrained
Haunted by your own Grave
Haunted by the image of your grave
Denounce this existence
Return to the ecstacy
Am I awake?
Are they out there?
Please help, my fate resides in you
I feel severed from this world
I have lost all self control
I’m no longer whole
I'm stuck inside this head and I'm numb to the world
Condemned to this life of guilt
Condemned to this synthetic reality
A glimmer of peace
A second chance
Forced to leave
Glance at the screen
My face in my hands
The epitome of defeat
