once i saw a crystal carousel dancing on a wave i must admit it was awhile ago i don't remember everything everything seems so different when you finally reach that age it's not all you imagine once you finally turn the page i wish i could talk to you now and know you as you are i got so many questions in my head so many words that i thought you said so many stories i'd like to know i remember when your spirit left the room i just stared at the ceiling and wondered if you were there anywhere above me and looking down at my pitiful state as i held your lifeless hand and i wonder where you are what it's like you must remember me...