It doesn't seem like time is passing by And so I feel alone with you inside My heart begins to cry As memories bleed through my head at night Your voice is in my mind It's a long way until I kiss your face goodbye In my dreams a brand new life But only if I keep my feelings real I'm feeding my soul With all the things I can't control It makes me sick And I'm not able to forget And so time is passing by Summer is gone by now As my depression grows inside my mind Another tear drops on My white chest since The tan is no longer there And the freezing wind keeps my heart cold as snow It gets harder when I dream of you at night I take these pills so I Can pass out so someday the pain is gone I keep going on With all these things I can't resolve I'm getting more sick As my body is used to medicines It keeps me thinking That all your feelings for me are long gone And my regret is Just not enough to be forgiven