I can recall the simple times I used to live When all my worries weren't enough to make me sick And everybody tells me how lucky I am Cause other's problems seem to worth much more than mine I can recall a better time to heal myself Cause everything I've done has blamed somebody else Am I supposed to think my life could be a lot worse? But I prefer to think that it could be the best Hallucinations keep me trapped inside this hell My mind just fools me in a way that I can't tell (And deep inside I'm bleeding I don't wanna be here anymore Life sucks, but still I don't wanna die There must be another way out) And everybody tells me how lucky I am Cause other's problems seem to worth much more than mine Why can't I think my life could be better than this? But now I'm dead and gone, my life was such a waste