I'll never be the same again And now I'm on my own As I'm traumatized by you and all The things we were involved It made me sick and now all I've got Are memories of you And I'm not able to erase them So I can live again It's hard for me to understand All the things I did And the reasons why I left that night Are still unclear to me But somehow I am still alive And hoping that someday You'll understand that Never I wanted to hurt you It haunts me everytime I breathe And I can't see a light for me You are my reason to believe I can write more than a million words Just trying to explain But I don't think I'll ever be Able to succeed All of these emotions are Slowly killing me As the medicines I'm taking are Not enough to heal The bruises are inside my heart And spreading to my head I don't see anything that might Take away the pain I wonder if you think of me Or if you still hate me Even though I thought by now I would be feeling free It haunts me everytime I breathe And I can't see a light for me You are my reason to believe And now I know I regret breaking your heart I carry this guilt with me I try to let this go But still it's haunting me, even in my dreams It haunts me everytime I breathe And I can't see a light for me You are my reason to believe I know you probably won't read this But I have to let it go And slowly releasing Memories from me and you