Sorry, that was out of the blue All those things that I had told you I don't blame you if you're feeling confused I would too, I would too Learning how untie that noose Properly groove by groove On your lips I taste the regret As we lay there in a cold sweat And the floor tiles, they feel just like All the thoughts that I thought that I’d find The actions and reflex, the moments in context What we did to please them The reasons, the reasons And hayley, she got caught in a mess She's got the next five weeks planned out Paycheck to paycheck Saving for the great exodus And then it will all make sense We’ll make sense of this mess And I just think it's unfair The way you like to say that I don't care Or I'm not there when I'm still here And every time we fight how it goes there And I just want you to know That when you left I really wanted to follow I know I lied I know what I said I don't know why Don't know why We’re never coming back to this place (Take you all can! Take all you can carry!) But I just can't leave you this way We're too young, it's too entrapping to stay (I’ll take all your hurt! I’ll take all your hurt and carry it with me!) I think you'll understand some day, but for now you just say I keep swimming away from your love I keep swimming away from your love And the facts do prevail: Yes I do make it tough I keep swimming away from your love And I know that it's nothing that you've never heard But I fucked up the process when I said those words Think it's too late, then I hear your voice through the phone Say: ain't it nice to fuck up, and not be in it alone? And I know that it's nothing that you've never heard But I fucked up the process when I said those words Think it's too late, then I hear your voice through the phone Say: ain't it nice to fuck up, and not be in it alone? Yeah, ain't it nice to fuck up, and not be in it alone? Ain't it nice to fuck up and not be in it alone?