Look at me When I'm looking right past everything That you say, everyday It's so much I can't stop Wondering What this lifestyle will do to me Every night, everyday It's the same thing now Why do I feel That this isn't real But it's so hard just to try and appeal To all of the feelings I feel every time I go Straight thru the door "Bartender, one more!" And I'll be stumbling down to the floor Why won't someone just reach out their hand to me? I have tried Just to reason and then question why I'm right here, you're right there And you're so secure now I don't know that I can't fight anymore and that's that Every night, everyday Where's my savior now? Why do I feel That this isn't real But it's so hard just to try and appeal To all the feeling I feel every time I go Straight thru the door "Bartender, one more!" And I'll be stumbling down to the floor Why won't someone just tell me of love so sweet? Don't want to be alone.... Why do I feel That this isn't real But it's so hard just to try and appeal To all the feelings I feel every time I go Straight thru the door "Bartender, one more!" And I'll be falling right down to the floor Why won't someone just reach out their hand to me? Why am I trying, fighting, hypnotizing When what I do is not surprising From the things that I've done for so long You know I'm wrong to Why don't you show What I should know? 'Cause it's so hard to try and let go I cannot fight for the sake of it anymore....