Why, tell me why Tell me why, tell me why I've kept way too many things to myself My therapist said it's no good for my health Never told you how much I love you and I cared Never told you so much when you were standing right there It's so hard to speak Must be the anxiety that's always here crushing me So many words in my head, but nothing comes through my teeth I wish I told you how damn important you were to me I wish I told you baby and maybe you'd never leave I hurt so many people I'm a monster a mess I can't make no more excuses but I can't go to rest I'd do anything to go back and for once just try my best But instead, I wasted so much time thinking about my death Why, why, fuck yeah Why, tell me why Tell me why, tell me why Tell me why, tell me why Tell me why, tell me, tell me Tell your family you love them tell that girl she's the one I wasted too much damn time with my head pressed to a gun If I realized how much good that I could do in this world Then maybe I'd still be with that goddamn perfect girl Why, tell me why Tell me why, tell me why Tell me why I wasted so much fucking time