I know it's kinda dumb, stayin' up 'til five
Playin' Pokémon, but I wanna stay alive
And that's what makes me feel like everything is fine
Like I'm not some fucking idiot and I don't need to die
To make the world a better place
Pissed at my reflection every time I see my face
If every single molecule could ever be replaced
I'd do it in a heartbeat before you could ever say
You're better off the same
It's a one-way street, and I'm in the wrong lane
I'm headed right into the traffic, and I'm only on a bike
Avoiding the inevitable for a little longer
Just so I can get a handle on this life
It's wishful thinking, I know, thinking someday I won't be this low
But if I'm gonna die all alone, I'm gonna have a little fun before I go
It's all in my head, they tell me every night and day
It's getting old as fuck, and I'm starting to run out of excuses I could say
I know that every time you talk to me
It feels like you're speaking to a brick wall
Honestly, I wish I could be a different person, I do
It's so hard to wake up every morning
Just to feel like I wish I never woke up
Maybe I'll try again tomorrow or never at all
Whoo
