There’s a silhouette in a dream calling me Swear I can see her with my eyes closed She tries to make me believe That I’m alive and free Come back! Why do you keep on looking away? Can’t you see the possibilities? Will I feel alive after living with this blindfold? I keep Telling myself Telling myself I’m not worth it When did I fall? It’s so damn lonely in my head I keep killing myself Not feeling myself Maybe it’s all this time I spent On lies I can’t hold onto With her I come alive I need to ease my mind I want to feel alive I just need to buy some time I keep Telling myself Telling myself I’m not worth it When did I fall? It’s damn lonely in my head Killing myself, I’m not feeling myself All this time I spent on lies I can’t hold onto I didn’t even see it coming My eyes wide, so guilty I didn’t even see it coming All this time I spent Now where do I begin? I feel it again But this time it came so fast Look in my eyes can you see my silhouette?